Chapter 15


“So it’s alphabetic. You just punch in the name and it’ll tell you where to go.” Camille said with a smile. Camille was a tall, voluptuous woman. Her hair was shoulder length and a natural curly. She was pretty and very friendly.

“Alright. Thanks.” I said returning a small smile as I began to work through the big ass stack of papers Avia left for me. Camille nodded once and went back to her desk. The filing system was pretty simple and I got the hang of it quickly. No one here seemed like they hated their job and Camille assured me that it gets better with time. Avia was a piece of work though. This was going to be hard, but I need to suck it the fuck up.

I had just finished the last file 2 and a half hours later and was in the break room when he came back to annoy me.

“Hello again.” He said casually flirting with me as he propped himself up on the counter with his elbow while looking at me. I shook my head slightly and rolled my eyes without looking at him. Do I look like that type of girl? Like honestly I don’t get it. What is it about me that makes niggas think that they have a chance?

Mr. Brown chuckled lightly and made himself another cup of coffee before walking out. I know it was my first day and I shouldn’t be rude, but he just gave me a bad vibe.



I disentangled myself from Drew, sitting up and reached over to get my phone off his night table. He rolled over and hooked his arm around my waist pulling me back down. He sloppily kissed on my neck causing me to giggle. “Babee..” He mumbled against my skin, sending tingles up my body. I smiled happily and kissed him gently on his soft lips. Today was the day we finally tell Kaimoni about us.

 I always had feelings for Drew and it was so perfect how we all became friends and I could talk to him all the time. He was a quiet scrawny kid, but I could see that underneath the loose ass polo he was cute. He was so sweet and brilliant.. and funny…. and adorable…

I felt him shift under me as he yawned. I took that as a chance to sit up, scroll through my contacts, and find Boo Scadoo.

Me: Boo! I miss you. Double date tonight?

Boo Scadoo: You have a boo now? (;

Me: Maybe.. maybe not. 8:00 Olive Garden. (:

Boo Scadoo: What? I need details. Now.  

I laughed and smiled to myself enjoying this feeling too much. Drew got up and went into the bathroom as I laid back hitting her back.

Me: 8:00 tonight. Love you!<3

I set the phone down beside me and closed my eyes letting my arms drop over my face. I guess I started to drift off because next thing I know Drew’s heavy ass is on top of me, knocking the breath out of my body. I laughed and tried to push him off pretending to be mad. “Get off me! You’re killing me.” He smiled and looked down at me. He used one hand to prop himself up while the other stroked my face gently. “I love you.” My heart began to pound as a blush spread over my face. He’s told me he loves me a dozen times, but this time it felt different. It was different. It had a deeper meaning.

I smiled and giggled a bit to myself, ”I love you too. Now get your heavy ass off me.” He rolled his eyes playfully and rolled off me. I quickly pecked his cheek before getting out of bed. “Listen. Tonight we’re having dinner with Kaimoni and Ayron.” I made my way to the bathroom before looking back at him as I heard him sigh. “We put it off long enough.” I paused and smiled, ”Now get yo sexy ass up and go make me some lunch.” I bit on my lip winking at him before going into the bathroom to clean up.



This was getting too complicated. I already fucked up once with Zhina and now I’m with Kaimoni. Fuck is wrong with me? I shook my head as I picked out the key to her apartment from my chain and walked in. It smelled like straight Febreze. I coughed a little and took off my shoes walking into her room. I guess she didn’t hear me because she didn’t flinch and continued to look through her massive collection of clothes.

“Ughhh!” She yelled exasperated, tossing her clothes on the floor. I reached out and touched her arm causing her to jump. Her face went from shock to surprise to delight. She flung her arms around my neck and hugged me knocking me off balance. I chuckled and kissed her hair as my arms tightened around her waist.


“Hey.” She mumbled against me. I chuckled again and sat on her bed, pulling her down on top of me.  She snuggled up against me smelling my skin. I always found it weird, but she had an obsession with skin and didn’t give a fuck about how I felt. The way she didn’t care what people thought of her made me love her more.

“I think you should wear that blue one over there.” I said pointing to one of the dresses she had discarded on the floor.

“Mmm… but I don’t like the way my boobs look in it.”  I gave her a look and shook my head.

“Just wear it babe. You look good in everything.” That was the complete truth. The first time I saw her at Pulse, class.. anytime.. she always looks good. “Girl you be killin’ ‘em.” I said imitating fabulous. She laughed and got off me picking up the dress.

“Alright…” She said as she pulled it on and pulled out the red bottoms I bought her. A smiled made it’s way to my face as I stood up and took her hand twirling her around slowly.

“Damn..” I said as I bit my bottom lip. “You ready? It’s almost 8.” She nodded and grabbed her bag and phone going into the bathroom.

“Make up time!” She called out. I shook my head and sat back down on her bed pulling out my phone.



New God Flow had just stopped playing when we pulled into Olive Garden’s parking lot. I was so excited to see who Olivia was with. I know she had been talking to someone from all her smiles and happiness, but she keeps everything lowkey. Ayron came around and opened the door for me helping me out the car. I fixed the dress that stopped mid length. It cut out in the back like an x and came up high in the front causing my boobs to look weird. I pushed them up, catching Ayron shake his head before I slipped my fingers in between his. We walked into the restaurant and asked for reservation under the name Key. The hostess eyed Ayron hungrily to my amusement before leading us to the table. I was mid chuckle when I saw Olivia with Drew at the table. My mouth fell open as we stopped at the table,”Why didn’t you guys tell me?!” Ayron stood there awkwardly as they both made uncomfortable faces.

“Come on babe. Sit down.” He pulled out my chair and I took a seat, as he did the same, looking at them. There was an awkward silence as we all eyed each other.

“C’mon son…..  I’m soooo happy!” I shouted, smiling as they followed my lead.

“Okay good. I really wanted to tell you, but we didn’t wanna mess the friendship up. “ I shook my head and laughed.

“Bitch. I’ve been waiting for this to happen.” She was all smiles while Drew sat there trying to hide his feelings. “And you nigg.. I know you’re happy.” He shook his head and chuckled a bit as Olivia spoke up.

“Oh my! Hey Ayron. That was rude of me.” She got up and walked around the table to kiss his cheek. Leave it to Olive to odee. He laughed and nodded.

“It’s cool, Olivia.” Just then the waitress came and asked us what we’d be drinking that evening.


I stumbled into my apartment as Ayron tried to steady me. I got a little carried away drinking tonight. It was such a good vibe I couldn’t help myself. I wrapped my arms around his neck , pushing up against him. “Babeee.” I whined out, smiling.


“Make love to mee,” I sang out as my ankle decided to roll causing me to stagger. He laughed and steadied me by wrapping his arms around my waist tightly.

“I didn’t know you could sing babe.” I made a face and bit on my lip. Shit. No one was supposed to know that.

“Yeahh… doesn’t matter. I want you to make love to me.” I said pouting. He chuckled and picked me up quickly, hooking my legs around his waist. I giggled and kissed him hard slipping my tongue into his mouth. They fought with each other as he carried me to the bedroom all the while caressing my body, touching places only he was familiar with. 

Chapter 14

Chapter 14


I really fucking can’t. Ayron leaned over and tried to hold my hand like shit was okay. I shifted in my seat so my back was facing him and I was looking out the window. I heard him sigh heavily, but I didn’t care. He was always on some shit. He didn’t even fucking tell me why we had to leave or where we were going. I leaned over and turned the radio on, blasting it. I looked at him out of the corner of my eye and he looked pissed off. How is he gonna be mad at me when he was the one who ruined the night? I rolled my eyes and leaned back, letting the music relax me. After the first song I began to slowly calm down. I looked over at him admiring his face. Even when he’s upset he still looks good. If I weren’t supposed to be mad at him I’d fuck him right now. He glanced over at me and his face softened a little bit, but he was clearly upset with something other than me.

“What happened?”

“Warehouse is on fire. All my money and shit is in there. Ross is gonna be mad as shit.”

“Oh..” I understand that he was upset, but I didn’t really care. He was better than selling anyways. He could do much better things with his life. There was an awkward silence in the car as the guy talked on the radio. His voice was raspy and annoying. I turned it off and the awkwardness intensified. I took his hand and linked our fingers.

We drove for what seemed like forever. I looked out the window, but couldn’t see a thing. Ayron didn’t say another word to me. Sitting there I realized how tired I was from everything. I shut my eyes leaning my head back on the seat. Somehow I drifted off into a deep sleep. I woke up to Ayron shaking the shit outta me. I blinked a couple times trying to make my eyes focus on my surroundings. There were huge houses here. We were parked in front of a house in a long circular driveway. Ayron sighed and scooped me up into his arms, carrying me to the door. The house was large and brown. It was entirely made of brick with large windows in the front. It was the biggest house I’d ever seen in person. He unlocked the door with a key off his chain. Why does he have a key to this big ass house? The inside was very spacious with little furniture. I figured a guy lived here.  He set me gently down on the couch. I looked up at him snapping from my thoughts. He looked down at me and held my gaze for a minute.

I opened my to ask him why we were here instead of at the warehouse or his crib when his phone rang. He quickly grabbed it and put it to his ear.

“Yeah… I understand.. I’m at the safehouse…I’m with Kaimoni… I know..” From what I could hear he was being reprimanded for something wrong he’d done. He saw my confused face and walked away to some other part of the house. I layed back on the couch and covered my face with my arms. What a fucked up date. I decided to salvage the night and followed the path he’d gone. I went up the stairs and made a right down the long hallway. One of the doors was open so I peeked my head in. I didn’t know if someone was here or not so I wanted to be careful.

“I know, I know, I’m not..It’s not serious… I just said it isn’t serious. Don’t worry.” With that he hung up the phone and stuffed it in his pocket. What the fuck does that mean? He sighed deeply and hung his head back, covering his face with his hands. I pushed the door open gently and walked as silently as possible towards him. He seemed so stressed out, it made me realize how inconsiderate I could be.

“Babe.” I said, stopping in front of him. I got on my tip toes and pulled his arms from his face and let my arms slide down to his neck. We held eye contact for a minute before he leaned down kissing me with more passion than I thought possible. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. Our lips moved across each other as if they were doing a dance. Our tongues wrestled and our breath came in quicker. Somehow we ended up on the bed. His lips tasted like heaven. I wanted him and I wanted him. More importantly my body wanted him. His hand travelled over my curves as it got wetter in between my legs. I pulled away from the kiss gasping for air. His lips trailed down my neck leaving small kisses that made my skin tingle. He bit my skin just above my collar bone and I gasped out in ecstasy. He knew exactly how to drive me crazy. His tongue trailed across my chest and he began to undress me. He got up to get a condom and I pulled off the remaining clothes. He stripped slowly in front of me as my eyes covered his body. His chest was chiseled to perfection. His body never failed to make me catch my breath. I looked up at his face and noticed that his eyes were doing the same thing mine were. I smirked and he rolled the condom on before plunging into me. I gasped as he went to work on me.

An hour later I was cumming for the fourth time. I was in pure bliss. Ayron had that good dick that’s hard to find. He flipped me over so I was head down ass in the air. I moaned out louder with each thrust. He began to move faster and I could feel him losing his hold. I could feel my next orgasm building up. We both came at the same time and collapsed. He rolled off me and laid back catching his breath. Still trying to catch my breath I swung one leg over him and put my head on his chest. I could hear his heart beating quickly in my ear. I loved this man so much. It was so quiet in the room, all you could hear was the intake of our breath and heartbeats. I sighed contently and looked up at him tracing his facial features with my finger.

“Where are we?”

“My safehouse. The police were all over there and I’m not tryna get arrested.” I nodded once and bit my lip. He looked at me knowing there was more, ”Just ask.” I smiled a bit and looked him in the eyes.

“Who were you on the phone with?”

“One of my niggas.” I nodded again, deciding whether or not to believe him. He smiled and kissed my lips jumbling my thoughts. I laid my head back on his chest, deciding to let it go.

“Okay. You have to take me back in the morning, I have class and then work.”

“Aiight.” He reached over and pulled a remote out of seemingly nowhere then turned on the tv. Fresh Prince was on and it was the episode when he and Carlton tricked Jazz into thinking they were in witness protection before. It was funny but I was ridiculously tired and found myself drifting off to sleep. I felt Ayron Kiss my forehead and whisper I love you before I knocked out.


It felt like the whole world was shaking. I ran as the ground fell apart right after I took another step. I could see everyone I cared out at the end, but I couldn’t get my legs to work. The earth was shaking even faster and I couldn’t possibly take another step. I was too tired. I felt myself falling the cracks. I reached out for someone to help me and screamed as loud as I could.

I popped up and saw that Ayron was shaking me and the bed to wake me up. This nigga. I shook my head and looked at the clock. It was 5 fucking am.

“What. The. Hell.” I managed to grit out before laying back down, getting comfortable.

‘We have to leave now if you want to get to class on time.” He said walking away from me to get dressed. Ugh, I hate life. I groaned and got out of bed slowly. All I had was a skimpy party dress. I didn’t even remember where I put it. I scanned the room when he walked to me handing it to me. I sighed and mumbled thanks putting it on. It was gonna be a long ass day.


Class was so long. Why am I even in school? I hate all my teachers, classmates, homework, everything. I was back at home now grabbing lunch and changing before I had to go to work. I looked through my closet and chose a black pencil skirt and a simple button down with a nice blazer. I pulled out my nude pumps and reapplied my makeup. My phone vibrated letting me know I have a new text

Babe: Good luck at your new job Flower Bomb. You want me to pick you up after?

He’s so adorable. Smiling I hit him back.

Me: Awww, thanks bae. (: I’m gonna drive there so no. When are we going shopping though?

Babe: Aiight. We can go Friday if you want. You work every other day right?

Me: Yeah. Come through later.

Babe: Aiight.

I sprayed Love Spell on myself and looked at myself in my full body mirror. My hair was straight and pulled back into an elaborate bun. My makeup was subtle but noticeable. I was a nervous wreck. I don’t even understand why, but I didn’t want to mess up. I was finally making progress in my dream. Taking a deep breath, I grabbed my keys and bag and drove over to the law firm.

It was a large building with a lot of windows. It looked so corporate and professional. The building intimidated me, I’d hate to meet the people. But I had to so sucked it up and went up to the 5th floor. Inside there were two female receptionists . Their smiles sort of calmed me down.

“Hi. I’m Kaimoni Cole the new intern.” One of the receptions was black with tan curly hair. She was very light skinned and pretty. She looked up at me and I read her name tag which said Lydia.

“It’s right down that hallway. Make a left and ask for Ms. Lowe. “ I nodded and smiled and strutted down the hallway towards my new boss. Upon making that left I saw that there were a lot of desks and people typing busily away at computers. I asked for Ms. Lowe and the employee looked at me with fearful eyes before directing me to her.

“Where’s my new intern dammit?!” I heard someone shout. I looked around and saw that no one had even flinched. I walked on into Ms. Lowe’s office and saw a short skinny woman with short permed black hair. It was cut in an asymmetrical cut with bangs. She was very pretty. Her eyes looked chinky though.

“Hi. I’m Kaimoni Cole. I’m the new intern.”

“Finally. I need you to file these papers for me and then go get my dry cleaning. “ I looked at the woman in disbelief. It had been a minute and she was already telling me what to do. But this was my job so I had to do it.

“Okay.. where and how do I file them? Where do you get your laundry done? Is it payed for?” I got my notebook out ready to write down what she had to say when someone knocked on the door. I turned around and saw a man dressed in a suit. He looked so good. He was probably about 5’9 with white teeth. His skin was like dark chocolate and smooth like silk. He smiled at me, looking me up and down. I hated when people did that shit. I’m not a piece of meat. I cleared my throat signaling him to stop.

“And who is this Avia?” he asked taking a step into the room.

“This is my new intern, Kayla.”

“It’s Kaimoni.”

“Yeah whatever.” She responded.

“Well welcome to the staff,” He said reaching his hand out for me to shake. Great. I have to work with a psycho bitch and a pedophile. If the pay weren’t so good..

I took his hand and shook it as I nodded.

“I’m Mr. Brown.” He said tossing me another easy smile. “Well, I’ll let you get back to work. Hope to see you around more.” He turned around and walked out. I looked back at Ms. Lowe and saw her rolling her eyes.

“Anyways Kayla, here’s the address and ask one of the receptionist how to file. I have a spa appointment. Make sure you have this done before 4.” She grabbed her bag and sashayed out of the room. I sighed heavily and walked back out to find someone to help me. 

I’m going to finish this story.

I’m gonna change the character faces and a few details. Also I’m gonna make a new page for it. So00ooo look out for that new page. 

Chapter 11 Part 2

When I woke up I was groggy and it was dark, but serene. I looked up at the clock on the night table and saw that it was 2:24. Remembering my outburst earlier I winced, feeling how puffy my eyes were. I was afraid to see what I left in the wake of my outburst. I closed my eyes again, deciding to leave it for the morning, and rolled over knocking into something warm and hard. I opened my eyes and realized that it was him lying beside me with his arm draped over me. He felt my movement and woke up just as slowly as I did. He rolled onto his side and propped his head up with his elbow, looking at me. My eyes searched his and I felt like I could read his soul. He used his free hand and ran it lightly across my cheek, our eyes locked the whole time. I suddenly remembered my anger towards him and punched him in the chest. It knocked the breath out of him. His hand flew to his chest, rubbing where I had hit him. His face flashed anger.

“What the hell Kai?”
“I hate you. How could you do me like that? I never cheated on you, never did you wrong. You know I would ride for you! So why would you do me like that? All I ever did was love you. I’m always putting my trust in the wrong people.” I said getting upset all over again. The serene that was there when I woke up, was all of a sudden gone. He sighed deeply and tried to pull me against him. I pushed his arm away and waited for an answer.

“I don’t know. I love you, I really do. But there are some things I wanted to keep away from you. They ended up keeping me away from you,” He paused before going on while I looked at him expectantly,” I sell most of the time and go to school when I have free time. Well, until I met you anyways.” He said sincerely. That didn’t make up for shit.

“So what Ayron? I have a past too.”

“I know, I just wanted to keep you out of it. I haven’t been creeping with anyone. I’ve just been with those two niggas. A deal went bad and I had to go full time into working. I know I should have called you. I don’t know what I was thinking. I’m sorry Flower Bomb. I didn’t mean to make you cry.” He stroked my cheek again as I chewed my bottom lip, trying to decide whether or not to believe him. He took my hand in his and began to sing to me, ” You got your guards up, I do too. There’s things we might discover. Cause you got a past and I do too, we’re perfect for each other” His voice was so damn beautiful. “You know you can trust me Flower Bomb.” I caved in and let him pull me against his body. I kissed his bare tattooed chest up to his neck and jaw. God I missed him. He stroked my hair gently and kissed my head softly.

“Why wouldn’t you let me go home?” I asked out of curiosity. If he really wanted me to stay out of it he could have just taken me home. “You had me scared as hell, fighting random ass niggas.” He chuckled, his chest moving up and down under my head.

“I didn’t know you were a fighter bae. I wanted you with me. I missed you.” I could hear the smile in his voice so I looked up to see the breath taking crooked smile he often gave when amused. I giggled at how goofy he looked at the moment. “I love you.” He said earnestly, locking our eyes again. He always made me feel some type of way that couldn’t be put into words.

“I love you too bae.” I said smiling. “You don’t really seem like a hood nigga though. Way too soft for that.”

He laughed and looked down and me smirking, “Never that. Only people close to me have seen this part of me.” I shook my head and yawned as the sleep settled back in. “You’re tired. Go back to bed and I’ll take you home tomorrow.”

I shook my head, “No. I wanna talk to you. I feel like it’s been forever.” He winced realizing that I was really hurt by him ignoring me.

“So..,” I said after a long moment of silence,” the skinny one, what’s his name?”

“Tyga.” He stated simply.

“I’m surprised a hood nigga like you has friends.” I said, putting air quotations on hood nigga. He shrugged.

“They’re like my brothers. I don’t have friends.”

“Why do you sell?

“Why did you dance for random niggas?” I looked up at him, my face instantly forming a mug. “I didn’t mean it like that. I’m saying, you do what you have to do. It’s my lifestyle bae.”

“But you’re so smart and we both know you can go on to do so much better.” I said I moved my hand across his chest drawing patters. We were both silent for a moment before he muttered, “Doesn’t matter.” “It does matter.” I said, matching his volume. ”You is smart, you is kind, you is loved.” I said imitating the part in The Help with a serious face. I looked up at to make sure he heard me then we both started dying laughing. He pushed me off as he laughed.

”Get the fuck out.” He said between laughs. I rolled right back into his arms and grazed my teeth against his chest before biting him softly.

 “Can’t get rid of me that easily bay beh,” Ayron shook his head while rubbing his tummy then looked down at me. It was one of those, ‘imma fuck the shit outta you’ looks. I smirked and leaned up to kiss him. When our lips connected I could feel a shock run through my whole body. Damn I missed him. The kiss was hard and passionate. Our lips moved in synchronization as our tongues fought. I got so lost in the kiss that when we finally pulled apart we were both panting. The way his eyes looked when he was horny.. oh god. He kissed me again, rolling over on top of me. He kissed down my neck, sucking on all the right spots. It felt so good, but I couldn’t let him think he could make a regular thing out of blowing me off then getting sex. I decided to tease him so while he kissed me my hand traveled up his leg to his semi hard dick. He was wearing boxers so I slipped my hands in through the hole and ran my fingers across it gently before taking it in my hand, rubbing it. He bit my neck a little bit harder turning me on even more. Stopping this was going to be hard, but fun. My hand kept on moving until I felt him completely hard. I pulled his face towards mine and pushed him down on his back, getting on top as we kissed passionately. I pulled away abruptly and got up walking towards the door. I turned back and saw his ‘wtf’ face. I couldn’t help but giggle.

“I haven’t really talked to you in weeks and you already wanna hit it? Mmmm.. no.” I said giggling as I walked out the door and down the stairs to the kitchen. I grabbed a water bottle out of the fridge and went back into the room. I could tell he was mad as shit. I drank some of the water and slipped back into bed beside him. He had his back to me and was dead silent. I swear this nigga was so childish, but I mean, so was I. I draped my arm over his waist and planted small kisses down his neck. “I love juuu.” I said, imitating a hispanic accent. He remained still and ignored me. “I know you love me too. It’s okay babe. Goodnight.” I said with a giggle in my voice. He sighed out of frustration and I rolled over making myself comfortable to fall back asleep. My head hit the pillow and my thoughts instantly started to wander. I thought about how my friends were probably worried out of their minds and how I started my new job in 2 days and how crazy that weekend was. Forgetting all the bad, I thought of random things like getting my hair and nails done. Just as I began to drift off to sleep I felt him wrap his arms around me, pulling me into him.